movie

I went to the movies today. We went to see Bolt. It was good I like it. I thought the movie would have involved Miley Cyrus a little more. But it was still good. I love the super bark lol.

Ok now. I went with him. Yeah Yeah I know bad decision. I have a theory on whats wrong with me. You know how some people do drugs, cut themselves, drink uncontrollably. I think my vice is someone that is unavailable to me. I think there is some part that realizes the guy cant be with me and I still do my best to make it work. Then when it can't I saw oh poor me I dont know why I can't find a single man that loves me.

Which I am going to change. I am going to be friends with him. Nothing more friends dont screw each other they dont cuddle unless they are the same sex and one is extremly upset. I do recall cuddling with my best female friend. She couldnt sleep and she was sick.

I would so be a lesbian if I could get passed them not having a dick. There is something about feeling that when you cuddle up and a guy gets excited because you have turned him on so much. I do think women are pretty and kind of sexy. I dont like the ones that are all made up with makeup and stuff. I think thats why I don't do that stuff.