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Monday, January 15, 2007
bad night
Well today was an interesting day but... Last night was really bad....I had a bad break up.... Really bad you know when you love someone and it seems like no matter what you do its not getting any better...Well thats what it was...I love him and I always will but I refuse to be treated as if I'm not valuable to him. Because I'm sure I can find someone else that will value me for being the strong person I can be...But you know what hurts most of all I feel as tho I lost my best friend... He meant a lot to me...When I'm with him everything is right with the world and I haven't talked to him all day and my heart is crying out in agony... God I miss him I just want and need the strength to get through the day. I only know how to cope by crying or working until i'm to tired to care...I love him so much and I hate the thought that I feel like I can't live without him. GOD YOU MEN ARE ROTTEN!!!!!!! If I knew I would be ok with being a lesbian I would so be one. But you know I love the feel of a man..... Well a really gifted man anyway. Ok so just to recap my day I lost the man I love.... I worked like crazy at work I cried like a baby after work. I forced myself to eat ummmmmm lets see I am about to sleep because you know what I have to up and at work at 330am. So i am off to bed.
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